A Sonnet for Smeagol – In Anticipation of the Hobbit Movie Part I

S M E A G O L
My dear Smeagol, indeed, you still are dear
To me, my son, please hear me if you may.
Turn from the dark, from things that crawl in fear
Of light into the earth. Look to the day,
Though it may hurt you for a while. Repent
Of whatever deed it is that chills your heart.
Warmth will return; the daylight is not spent.
My son, see light again. Come take your part
Again in wholesome meals, in wholesome talk
Around the table. I will make amends
If you will but start; just begin the walk
Towards your healing. There are much worse ends
My dear son, than to feel chastising pain.
Smeagol, repent. Come back to life again.
G O L L U M
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If you have had a blog a while, it is interesting what things your stats page, which shows what searches led people to your site, will turn up from time to time. Here is a sonnet from 2004. Why republish? For more exposure, yes, but also a blog and its readers are like a river. You never step into the same river twice :) I have changed one word and removed some capitalization.

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2009 Intro
Imagine. Smeagol returns from the river carrying Deagol claiming he has drowned (I do not remember what the books say about when Gollum’s relations know he had murdered him). It soon becomes apparent, however, that all is not well, as Smeagol begins to isolate himself in the dark and transform into Gollum.

Imagine. Perhaps somewhere during this time, his mother speaks to Smeagol, prefiguring Gandalf’s and Frodo’s after him rather more severe, but still merciful approach to Gollum many years later, which is really a remarkable aspect of the books and films, all the more tragic for Gollum’s ultimate refusal to accept the offer.

Admittedly, I have rather spiritualized the plight of Gollum. However, though he is a far greater and subtler craftsman, do not think that Tolkien did not have such dynamics in mind, not allegorically (he steadfastly denied LOTR was allegory) but thematically speaking.

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2004 Intro
For a seminary class I took on Tolkien, we were permitted great latitude for our final project. It could be a formal paper or something more in the realm of creative writing. I chose to write poems on the Ringbearers in the the Lord of the Rings. In the Lord of the Rings, not counting the Elder Days, there are four ringbearers. Three we are familiar with because they are are the heroes; Bilbo, Frodo, and Samwise each bear the ring for a time. The saddest “ringbearer,” though, is Smeagol. He does not “bear” the ring out of goodness, as his desire to possess it for himself that rules him. However, in a very real sense he bears the ultimate effects of the ring in ways that the others only begin to feel. The true cost of the ring is borne out tragically in his spirit, mind, and body.

For Bilbo, Frodo, and Samwise, I crafted two sonnets each, one for before they took the burden of the ring and one for after they had endured and its destructive pull. For Smeagol, there was no “after” sonnet, but only the descent into Gollum and death. In the Lord of the Rings, we get whispers that Gollum may still be able to be redeemed. When I first read the books, I so hoped he would be. My sonnet envisions an imaginary speech either given to him by his mother after he first acquired the ring or perhaps a pleading by Gandalf in his firm but benevolent imprisoning of him.

Photography as Inspiration – Mira Nair – The Namesake

If it weren’t for photography, I wouldn’t be a flimmaker. Every film I make is fueled by photographs. Sometimes it is a particular image of a photographer, sometimes it is what I have learned by seeing the world through his or her eyes. Either way, photographs have always helped me crystallize the visual style of the film I’m about to make. -Mira Nair

I have just finished watching the film The Namesake which always fills me with a complicated set of emotions and leaves me with a sadness and an ache, I am not entirely sure for what. And on another day watching Hoosiers will produce exactly the same combination of feelings, though with a completely different tenor. One day, I will write about all that in more depth, but not today, not aside from reprinting two poems below, which will have to suffice for now.

The quote at the top of this post, though is from a featurette which appears on The Namesake DVD which shows some photographs which supplied inspiration for some scenes in the movie. Though, in truth, I did not need a featurette to tell me of the value Ms. Nair places on visual images and her immense skill in creating them herself. It is as if scene after scene of the movie, both in India and America, snap into stills in my mind and catch my breath. As a photographer, this kissing of the moving image and the still photograph which informs Ms. Nair’s process makes me very happy.

In my opinion such virtuosity would all be of little account if it did not service a great story, with deep themes and symbols. And the movie does not disappoint, though not having read Jhumpa Lahiri’s novel I cannot comment on its effectiveness as an adaptation. With Ashima’s goodbye speech and peaceful final smile at the end of the movie, we understand that home truly can be a many splendored thing.

Watching Hoosiers in the Himalayas

I never thought I would ache for Illinois.
Especially here in this cherished place,
Amidst these swaying pines that whisper joy,
Of windswept hills and cold alpine spaces,
Amidst these pines that wreathed in monsoon mists
Transform the world medieval once again,
That silent stand like monks in sacred trysts.
Yet in this cherished place there comes this pain
For rich, dark, furrowed fields a world away
For harvest leaves that dying golden fall
On silent walks of silent towns that stay
More silent still when winter carpets all
And winter snowdrifts sweep, and families keep
To glowing houses. I watch this screen and weep.


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i stand and breathe
my last few gulps of air duty-free
shuffling up the aisle
of this airlock between atmospheres

soon i will be complete
torn into a duality
that appears unseamed in separate hemispheres
that tears each time they meet
at the touching of my sleeping eastern flesh with east

i walk through door
and I am me
in ways that i have not been for years
as thick warm eastern air enfolds me
and fills my lungs
displacing stale indifference
and leaves me coughing sputtering
amidst these warm embraces
invading my protesting western space
amidst these cluttered streets
breaking life into me
more honest and complete

it may take some time to breathe

February Rain

This warm rain in winter comes too early,
With its breathy bluster promising spring,
Like a kiss before its time, wet, heavy
With bold promises it cannot keep. Bring
Me back February’s quiet waiting,
Stilled from time to time to utter silence;
The city’s noise hemmed in interlacing
Flakes. There will be time for the sweet science
Of spring, for rushing rains that pool and seep
Into the waking earth, tickling seeds
From sleep, to yawn and stretch in shoots that leap,
Toward the light. Yes, I, too, have that need
For laughing movement. It will keep. Let snows
Still hem me awhile before the rain blows.

Sonnets for Bilbo

Gandalf to Bilbo After the Council of Elrond
My dear Bilbo, you know it must be so;
The burden has moved on. It came to you
For one purpose alone, for him to go,
Full-knowing the darkness he must walk through,
To cast it down into the Cracks of Doom.
For you it was a treasure far too great.
And, taken once again, it would consume
You from within. Even now it still waits,
Subdued within these holy walls, to rise
Again and chain the neck on which it hangs,
And drag it to the dark where its lord lies.
Your task must be to stay, not hear the clang
Of blades, yet still bear the pangs of fear,
To plead the grace of Elbereth be near.

Elrond to Bilbo Upon Leaving for the Grey Havens
Dear, faithful tenant of my homely house,
Who melds the joys of Shire and Elven-home,
The time has come. The secret power aroused
Through you was raised ever to be cast down.
But its failing also begins the end
Of all things, foul and fair, wrought through the Rings
Of Power. Even this home I made to blend
The good of Middle Earth with holy things
Must pass. So, Ringfinder, the time has come
To taste new joys for which we long have ached.
The homely joys we leave, as such, are done,
But I perceive Illuvatar shall take
Up each reflected image of his face
And make anew a joyous, homely place.

Sonnets for Frodo

It has been a long while since I have felt inspired to write anything new, which saddens me. The recent photos here do take some inspiration and creativity, yet that work is largely done by the creators (small and capital “C”) of my photographic subjects, and I, largely, merely capture and reflect their work.

I am serious when I label my photo subject category on this blog “Art Thief,” because a great deal of thievery is involved ;) In truth, on a fundamental level, all art and creativity is a sort of thievery or borrowing or, in Tolkien’s word, a sub-creation under God’s creation, with even our harmful creations a mere marring and twisting of God’s intitial creation of the world as good.

At any rate, having not written for a while, I decided to dust off my Lord of the Rings ringbearer sonnets for another go round on the new Dassler Effect. All of these need work, but I am happy-ish with this pair of imagined speeches to Frodo at key points in the the saga, which I have just been tinkering with.

Bilbo to Frodo After the Council of Elrond
My dear Frodo, I did not ever dream
To be my heir would mean so dark a road.
But adventures never come as it seems
They ought, only at our bidding. A load
Unsought will seldom await our choosing.
But with the load the Unseen Giver also gives
Graces and beauty to soothe the losing
Of homely things. So, take now as you leave
Fair mithril for without, and for within
Fair memories of sunlit days and friends,
Of glorious Elder Days, of Elves and Men
In darkness fighting for a brighter end.
Despair not. If night falls, the stars stills wheel.
Whisper still, “A Elbereth Gilthoniel! “

Galadriel to Bilbo Upon the Road to the Grey Havens
Dear Elf-friend well met here under these trees
That bloom in part because of sorrow borne
By you, and from the love and toil of he
Who, gentle, bore you up, who soon will mourn
That you will not savor the fruits of joy
Which bloom in field and hearth since Elven-home
Has stretched to bless the Shire. For pain alloys
Each joy you feel, vicariously alone.
But, know, your pain has brought you close to me.
You feel the holy ache we feel who knew
Undying light beyond the Sundering Seas.
You will be healed. The shoot of Melkor’s fall
Will die, and Iluvatar be All in All.

The Dassler Effect, A Retrospective

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Well, this new version of The Dassler Effect has had a more promising start than I could have imagined. And yet its previous incarnation was no slouch either (it still shows up first on Google). Because it was around for longer, it has far more more photos on it than the current blog and there is a far sight more writing of various types on it as well. Here are links to its categores. A word of warning: the photo and art pages do take a rather long time to load:

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Das Archiv

Well, during the transition of catapult magazine from the old to new web site, my contributor page was not working for a while because I had chosen to use a different login name than the byline I use for my photos and articles, but it is up now and I am happy to post it here as it chronicles all my contributions to catapult including comments. They are still working on all the past issues, so there may be a glitch or two here and there, but I think it is pretty cool.

If you make a comment on a catapult article you will get a page of your own as well, and if you write poems or articles or reflections or reviews or take photos, they are always considering new authors for the magazine.

“Oh, the Places You’ll Go!”

Having just taught a class this morning on the nature of information on the Internet, I should not be surprised to find this, in which some of my sonnets have been put to good use to illustrate a picture. At least the surprise was pleasant, as the photographer seemed to like the sonnets enough to post them and gave me credit. I like all three of these sonnets, but I definitely think number 2 is my favorite.

Reprint: “Watching Hoosiers in the Himalayas”

My very first blog entry ever, way back on October 14th, 2004, consisted of this poem. I began with it because I think it is my best work in poetry and I wanted to start the blog with a bang. Here it is again for this new iteration of the blog, and because it is almost time to watch Hoosiers again for this year. Here is the poem also with some exposition and an image.

Watching Hoosiers in the Himalayas

I never thought I would ache for Illinois.
Especially here in this cherished place,
Amidst these swaying pines that whisper joy,
Of windswept hills and cold alpine spaces,
Amidst these pines that wreathed in monsoon mists
Transform the world medieval once again,
That silent stand like monks in sacred trysts.
Yet in this cherished place there comes this pain
For rich, dark, furrowed fields a world away
For harvest leaves that dying golden fall
On silent walks of silent towns that stay
More silent still when winter carpets all
And winter snowdrifts sweep, and families keep
To glowing houses. I watch this screen and weep.

Upon Watching “God Grew Tired of Us”

A Sonnet for the Lost Boys : A Sonnet for Me

There are a thousand ways that lives are lost.
The Lost Boys of Sudan have known them all.
Parents, brothers, sisters, land; which loss most
Crowds the emptiness, and cries out and calls
Them homeward? How can I watch this then turn
To chronicling of small melancholy
In haikued verse? Should this knowing not burn
Away all artistry, all verse, holy
Longing for beauty even, caught in bursts
Of a shutter? I think the Boys would say
It is not so. Is it not dance and mirth
And songs about one’s home which make that day
Shine brightly, when we will all go back home
And praise each people’s beauty one by one.